duskq

its just been happening more frequently where i get these flashes and i am in their house and it takes me several moments to snap out of it. i'm not exactly sure yet what it is that puts me there other than a specific sound but i know there are other things. in those moments, my body feels like it is there and that the house is layed out in the same way. i know that of course there is discomfort or fear involved, the way it Became my body back then- but it is more that i am still embodying it rather than realizing it consciously with my mind.

these images aren't of my house, but of gordon matta-clark's work in early-mid 70's. and the house is appropriately in new jersey (where i grew up).