i wish that i would have done all these things earlier. by now to have done all this. but to have done all of those things, the things i want to do but can't do now cuz i'm where i am now. like what we were talking about- about wishing we were in our mid-20's and at least where we are now. cuz then at least there'd be some time to do all these things, or at least there wouldn't be this feeling- like something is missing, in everything. like i could've done all this already and i could've been somewhere else now- where i 'should' be... ...